That is the sad truth.
Nobody believes me when I say I don’t like my best friend. People keep saying that we will end up together and that we are perfect together, but sweetie. I ain’t about that life. If it was meant to happen then it would have happen by now.
I like keep having certain guys asking to be more than friends and be in a relationship. I look at pictures like these and I’m like this is perfect, but am I really? Am I ready to commit? Because every guy that’s been wanting a relationship with me just doesnt understand me.
The fact that I survived that awful crash.
Everyone is waiting for that one person that comes in and saves that. That one person that makes everything make sense.
I have trust issues. Much much worse than most people. But the one thing I know is that I have to let my guard down sometimes. In order to still have people in my life. In order to keep living my life. If I have my walls up and my guards up then I will end up dying a lonely life.
Have you realized everything something goes wrong, eventually when something goes right you treasure it even more then you would usually? Life is full of ups and downs, and sometimes bad things have to happen in order for good things to fall together.